Hi guys let me introduce myself,Darshan as many of you call me and to many of you who dont know me.Dont want to go into any technical descriptions as i dont care nor does anyone in this world.who cares what you study and what you do,its all about how you do,how differently you do thing and how gud you are as a person when it does matter makes the real qualification of a person.
Before i start sharing things i would apologize for any rubbish i write because it a whole lot of storm in my brain going around as i have not written an essay may be for 3yrs now!I have a lost a lot of touch on writing.What i have done is writing few scripts and attending meeting on bridge.
I really go back and have to re-call when did i write something other than my name or emp no or my sign, I am in that real bad state on this.God knows what managers would do in IT barely write in a year!.Lets go back to myself(gave enough excuses with valid points to support it).
I feel there has been a change lately in me which makes me asks few questions to myself
what am i doing from 3-4 yrs?
Are you satisfied?
Are you enjoying?
Are you following your passion?
when you sleep do you deserve to sleep?
These and many more.Let me answer them one by one.
Are you satisfied?
I really have forgotten what is satisfaction.I want to recall when i was satisfied with my own doings last time.
Are you enjoying?
Sometimes i do...with friends.
Are you following your passion?
not at all...
when you sleep do you deserve sleep?
no not at all.
I want these and similar questions answered in a positive way in near future and i know what to do.Let me go back in past when i was happy bee and didnt care about this world at all but was a satisfied person.I got my utmost satisfaction in life when i studied for 36 hrs on a stretch studying in a room with no interferiance till i got the concepts of Geo Stationary objects digested in my blood.I use to enjoy getting close to nature by growing plants and nurturing them(when i grew my first plant i remember i took care as my child and felt bad when it died).Going for trekking in summers was another time i enjoyed a lot.My passion was always to think of ideas that would make a change(how can you make gold from iron thoso sort of questions and answerig them was my passion) i use to spend hours and hours thinking on that.Basically i wanted to do something out of box in a nutshell.If i am satisfied i will get a gud sleep for sure unless had a beer that eve!
I want to answer all these question in a few months to myself in a positive way and i now i shall overcome soon.
